Suds And Sadness

Suds and Sadness.

It’s been a rough week for me. Feeling all the grief and sadness from losing my sweet girl Sasha. As I sat on the couch and cried and sniffled and gasped for air to breathe. My husband sat next to me, unsure of what to say or what to do to comfort me.

He grabbed my hand and brought me upstairs and started the bathtub. He put Johnson and Johnson bubble bath (or most likely knock off) in and lit a candle for me.

Love isn’t always pretty. It’s real and raw.

We don’t always know exactly what to do to help the ones we love in our lives. But when we are full of love for each other and do something it will never lead us astray.

I am full of sadness today, but with it comes so much love.

I have a huge capacity to love. But with it comes much pain.

I love very fiercely, ask my husband I don’t hold myself back. I love with everything I’ve got with a vulnerable understanding that it could cause me much pain, it could create much heartache. If I just guarded my self a bit more and didn’t put it all out there it would be safer. But that’s not who I am.

Do you want all of the real raw love in your life? It might not be pretty but if you're ready for it, I can show you how.